Time.
The last two months have left me feeling weaker than ever. I often flirt with the idea of being a lone wolf, but my heart tells me that I want to be loved by people. Time passes slowly but surely; for the socially inept time passes excruciatingly. I try to be understanding, I try to be conversational and good but the truth is I’m tired of not being myself. Tired of hanging around those who see the world differently from I do. And I wonder… Would I survive one and a half years away from the only person who sees me right?
Resolutions for 2010: Live deliberately. Live strong. Live happy. Live together.
Live love. (don’t let it make you weak…)