May 2010
1 post
Chock pot full of Angst
Reminders to self:
1. The world doesn’t revolve around you, even if you wished it would obey your every command.
2. Your friends aren’t truly your friends unless you take the word ‘obligation’ out of the picture and insert ‘genuine’.
3. You may not succeed in what you do even though you gave your fucking 150% and it went to others who don’t deserve it.
4....
March 2010
1 post
January 2010
7 posts
Time.
The last two months have left me feeling weaker than ever. I often flirt with the idea of being a lone wolf, but my heart tells me that I want to be loved by people. Time passes slowly but surely; for the socially inept time passes excruciatingly. I try to be understanding, I try to be conversational and good but the truth is I’m tired of not being myself. Tired of hanging around those who...
“My love for you is more athletic than a verb.”
– Sylvia Plath
“May your coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness. I hope...”
– Neil Gaiman (via fuckyeahhappy) (via bananavan) (via freshbedsheets) (via splitroads)
October 2009
1 post
“And it came to me then. That we were wonderful traveling companions but in the...”
– Haruki Murakami
September 2009
3 posts
Wisdom
Wisdom is dead, at the age of twenty-one. This scares me because I am reaching eighteen soon, which means I would be three years away from the hanging of wisdom. There is no inspiration, no knowledge, no substantial blotting-pad of light. As time ticks by I wonder about losing all that I have for so little. Dreams and hopes seem mocking and utterly unapproachable at this very moment. A four-year...
“If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time,...”
– Sylvia Plath